i am not a good liar

Since I don't seem to have enough applicable experience on paper for the "real world", I decided to head on a path for a formal career.

Go me.

So i get two dream internships. both seem really good for the brain. But because my home surroundings are a little too formal and not so similarly minded, I have been "forced" into one- not both. so I'm lying to my family, not the employers that I just took one. So I am attempting to keep up a horrible lie that makes me seem like I don't care about it.

I was asked, "so hows the job?" "which job?" "the internship you got." "oh, yeah. good. (babble babble babble)"

I have 2 hours to kill now, because for the job I claim to have is a 2 hour commute by train (yay!) and I have to fake I'm leaving for one when I'm actually going to one within walkable distance. synchronizing my numerous clocks to keep up a lie may be the hard part of all this- not the hours. I hope I can tell the truth soon without any emotional/mental repercussions.

ps, life is lovely. don't jinx me, please.

i like "strangers"