so yesterday (two days ago now) I was reading up on some healing, I have a big thing to think about from afar,, and was trying once again to see auric fields...

And I really really can't.. Considering my consideration for the visual, you'd think it would be easy, but I can just see a light breeze of the first layer. I want more! Practiced all of yesterday and today, but to no avail.

soon soon... I blame it on the contacts.

The thing I need to work with has nothing (to my knowledge) to do with seeing the aura, I just want to... skimming the book...

What other progress has happened?

bad ass new chef. brews his own beer. he's a ginger. (shrug)

guinness and chocolate chip cookies are good together.

website wasn't saved, which explains why it wouldn't upload the other day.

hopefully I can be shipped elsewhere.

Design project got jacked from under me- boss took my idea and peaced out; meaning no credit where due.. but shhh, I want to keep my day job

I don't like watching music videos. Changes the whole perspective of my imagined reality that I form with song., forget other people's opinions...

I can't understand why kids don't really like me. Am I too excited to see them? Is that why? It's not like I do anything but talk and give them things, not like I'm asking for a fucking high five or a handshake.

I should volunteer full time. Then learn burlesque- not really learn, just find some gigs.