so I found someone to buy my tickets- both of them... this is the hardest thing I have ever had to part with. every correspondence I write, I feel the tears and tension swell in my throat. this last email made me write this post:
It is really starting to break my heart and I don't really know what to do. the webcast will be enough , but will only make me cry.
"Good Morning, I am interested in purchasing 311 day tickets. I don't want to offend you by making an offer that is way too low. So will you give me a ballpark range?"
"Thanks for responding,
I can do both for $100;
Let me know if this is okay with you.
Thanks,
Nyna"
"That is a great deal and very hard to beat. Can you tell me the details on payment and delivery options? I will be away from my computer for two hours, are you willing to save these for me. I woul,d hate for you to sell them to someone else."
"I know it is cheap.... I don't really want to part with them because I want to still believe I can make it out there, but I'm in too big a financial bind. But yes, I'll hold the for you. I have a pay pal account that I can figure out today, then when I see they are paid for, I'll mail them out. If you are anywhere in the US I can do regular snail mail, and that shouldn't take longer than 3-4 days. Let me know if you want to insure it and I can add that on to the price, yaddah yaddah. Or if you'd like I can do upgrades for next day air all that stuff, but the old fashioned way shouldn't be too bad if I send it in the morning."
Then my heart began holding itself back and I didn't want to press send... but what else can I do? 'each word was a pain in my heart, and all I could do, all I can do
this sucks

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