As They Are Today.

The Power of Suggestion is an overall crazy thing.

overhearing everyone around me

honestly, I like it. It is a fun skill- turning on and off certain senses. meeting strangers and reading and understanding them to a degree.

; but that is what got me into the me into the emotional mess of energy im in now. and im paranoid.

last night, I was ending a few day long party binge. (I apologize, it is improper to promote or publicize behavior like that, but it should be known in consideration to the story)

the day was filled with the beach, magicians, freak show things,two random guys that had their cards read, water with no waves, and beachness I have never think to experience.

it was a great great day and night and night before.. but at the end, I met this woman that just scared the shit out of me. I thought she was okay with me.... i always have, but then something happend where she just snapped and started running up and down the hallway yelling and screaming at the top of her lungs about everything. all this built up anger and aggression started spilling throughout the house and by what she was saying, i have a painful scrunchy feeling through my torso.

but in any case. i need to learn a new language.