I have to make this quick, I'm running late

last night I shared energy with someone. it was a thrilling experience. the physical feeling was more amazing than my vocabulary and time limitations can handle.

but I have been wondering for a while if I have been intruding on this person's space, and it is fucking official... yes. I am. And for that, I need to find a way to stay in my own space. enjoy myself, my life separately... if thats possible.

I dont know how much is seen or known, but I don't like the fact that I am not actually welcome but i step in anyways. and I have to learn to stop that.

i will probobly come back to edit this later this evening, I just need to get this all out so i dont dwell and think about it too much today. thats all.