i apologize for cursing like a sailor. it's a bad habit

i have recently realized that I don't really belong in this city; but I can't help but feel a calm when I return to it. This city has way too much energy of one kind to where it puts me in a state of mind that is very difficult to manage. I have goals and dreams of not only mys

elf, but the group of others that also wish to live in unadulterated freedom.-(the true sense of the word)

{What the fuck is happening here with the colors of the text?}

The method of partying is less communal

Because housing is so condensed, house parties rarely take place, therefore, when socializing with others, one must -==--- find other, more public methods of enjoyment. Other people are noticed; consciousness of self in relation to the other arise and consequently is taken advantage of by the idea of consumerism.

HERE IS A LINK THAT IS A DOCUMENT WRITTEN TO TELL ME TO WRITE ABOUT heirarchies: WRITTEN ON 6/15/2008 AT 9:47.

IT DOESN'T SAY IF AM OR PM. (later)